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Name: Bernice
Country: United States
State: O.C.
Gender: Female
Interests: second chances.
long fatty hugs.
musically inclined boys.
nice boys.
ranting through writing.
sweating.
adventures.
others before self.
gummy worms.
good fun.
movie marathons.
& of course, you. ;)
Expertise: your life long friend.
Occupation: Data Entry / Inventory Clerk &
Industry: Desk Jobs & Dentistry
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AIM:  beabeafoefeyuh
Yahoo:  bheia_mc
Member Since:
1/5/2004
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| taken advantage of. You allowed it to happen. You have to undo it yourself. It's an ugly fact knowing that you gave it your all but you were just a sidekick from the very beginning. Hopes, hopes, hopes. Yeah, keep it to the basics. I don't understand why I'm still persevering. It's not doing me any good anymore. I don't even know whats up. I don't even know whats going on anymore. Wtf. Seriously. | | |
| on to better things. :) last day of finals today. yup. then i'm free, until summer school starts again. sigh. i swear this is like a never ending rollercoaster. hmph. there's so much to look forward to, i can't even begin to express how excited i am for the upcoming months. may - nikki's debut. june - katrina & rhea's debut. camping. more good stuff. hawaii again? ha ha ha possibly. <3 blessed, too blessed. - a new found discovery. p.s. the silly little things you do, it makes me smile and you just dont know it. | | |
| sometimes I wonder if its all for the right reasons.
if you're just in it for the fun.
ah, oh please please please clear up for me.
clear it up clear it up.
this could be very very misleading.
should I keep going? or is this all a joke?
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| Here's to all the fun I've had.
Here's to all the memories I'll be making.
This is, no doubt, one of the best birthday's ever.
I had my black and white birthday bash on Saturday, my actual birthday
was not until Sunday, so at 11:30 at night, my cousins and I left the
house to go to Laguna. I spent my very first second of being 19,
under the stars, with my toes in the sand, with the most amazing
cousins ever.
Goodness gracious, I could not be any happier. Thank you to
everyone who made it memorable. To all who greeted via IM, text,
myspace, multiply, etc. thank you so much.
Here's to another year of fun and laughter. Yeah, baby im 19. I know
its such an ugly useless age, but I'm glad to say that it started off
pretty darn banging. ha.
p.s.
funny how you start to move on and forget already, and then thats when
they realize what they've lost and start to come back again. If
you thought the first round was tough, toughen up silly goose, the
second time around will be 100 times harder. If you want it bad,
hey, you gotta deal. Gather yourself together, figure out what
you want, and work for it, its gunna take a lot of proving me wrong and
gaining my trust back again. But on a much lighter note, I'm glad we're
friends. ha ha ha. :) God bless you.
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| "a family that prays together, stays together" Indeed is true. God has really manifested His greatness among my family. Ever since my lola's hospitalization, we have been praying the rosary every night, no miss. And I feel like my family has never been as close as this before. We're having more laughs than ever. Its kinda bad because sometimes we're in the middle of praying the rosary, then one of us would be half asleep already and say the wrong prayer, but its all gravy. we let it out, and then we gather ourselves together again and continue on. My lola's doing better with her responses. God is good, all the time. update: I think it was my fault, for thinking that it was already time. For thinking that there was more to it than just petty arguments, silly laughs, sweet talks and all that. Freakin hard. so freakin hard. but I have to move on, move on, move on. | | |
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